Fighting The Feeling....
I am sure we've all had bad experiences. I am no different from the rest of you. But I am a girl that is a huge fan of moving on when necessary and I can forgive but never forget. Sometimes it breaks my concentration and I can be a terrible mess when I think about the past. But if there is one thing I miss about the past is that I had love. Everyday I woke up to see my ex boyfriend face. He would smile and greet me before I get out of bed. Work wasn't so hard because he would send me I love you texts and it would put a smile on my face no matter how deep the workload was. All the little things. Just the fact that I was in love made my days a hell of a lot better. Now I just live for me but no matter how much I try, I can''t get over it. I just miss the feeling of being in love the fact that no matter how much crap you go through at the end of the day I came home to him and he would make anything that may of happened obsolete and the only thing that mattered is the time I spent with him. But those days are over and the best advice I can give to people is to cry if you need to. Let it out. It's not gonna be healthy for you to hold it in but you have to fight the feeling. I can't let it overwhelm me and you can't let it either. I am sure if we keep the faith up and in no time we can get past the bad times and look forward to more and better experiences.
