Eating well hasn't been hard, but temptations are getting more tempting all the time. They're everywhere in the office and my house, I mean everywhere man! However, it doesn't mean I have to put any of those treats in my mouth. Weight on Saturday: 75kg. I'm staying true to my pledge not to gain over the holidays. If I can stay at this same weight or a little lower once the holidays are over, I'll be very satisfied. I think I should start Atkins back, weight isn't that satisfied me. I need to lose like 20kg in 3 month! I'm not sure if I can do it. But let's just see what's going to happen later. Just can't stand seeing the fat in my body and also, the temptation of nice dress, outfit etc.. I just can't deal with the pain when I see a nice outfit but there's no size for me. Do you know how torturing it is? If you're girl, you know exactly how's that feel! It's really sucks for God sake. Am I right? And I'm boobs, I secrectly hates them, like seriously! I just want to lose weight so that I would be able to wear something nice and looks good! Damn I don't know this topic can makes me this stress but whatever. Perhaps my trip back home and a good talk with my mother will bring some peace, love and lightness.
I'M WISHING YOU READERS WHO STOP BY ALL GOOD THINGS AND MORE :) HAPPY HOLIDAY AND HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI!
