I don't believe in love anymore. I once was love's biggest fan. I loved love. I believed in love at first sight, true love, soul mate, all that mushy-gushy stuff the best songs and books are written about. It's what every little girl dreams about. One day my prince will come.... blah blah blah. I used to believe in love. I was in love, like I'm talking head over heals, stars in your eyes in L-O-V-E. I loved you with all my heart even though I knew you weren't perfect. You were always more sure about us. Then we broke up for stupid things I do but our hearts led us back together after three months of not ever really being broken up. I thought my world would end. But time heals all wounds right? And I were so sorry and it was the biggest mistake I've ever done to you and you took me back once again. We were happy again even something are changes and we are more to express our feeling together saying stuff that we are gonna do later. I was living every girls fantasy and I've plans for us in future. I can imagine that against the odds we were soul mates made for one another. I'm actually getting my shit together here, through the hard day at works just to find money and save it to live near you. Just want to see you every single day, just like what you wanted. I thought that's what can make you happy and us. Im trying to make you happy and change us. But you started to ignore me, saying that you're busy and stuff. I understand that you have to run your business. But I just don't get it why you still can manage to online and not replying me. It's only took like 1 minute to text back. I gave you chances without getting mad because I want to see whether I'm worth to you. But sadly, it's still same, every fucking day. I don't get any text from you when I woke up. I called but you never answer. Tell me, what should I do? Nothing I can do. Its only me who trying so hard to make it work again. You said you want to make it up to me, but all I can see is nothing. What should I be more upset about my broken dreams and broken heart, or the fact that I fell for it? Only fools fall in love, and love played me like a fiddle. So I don't believe in love anymore. Because if you don't believe in love there is nothing to cry about, and I don't have anymore tears to cry. So I gave up on love because it gave up on me. Thank you for being part of my life. Eventhough, it's only for awhile. Same goes to the broken dream, I'm sorry I can't make it.
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