I'm scared... I did it again... I don't know where to start but I feels like I'm losing control every each day.. I don't know where to hold anymore.. I'm scared of everything. I'm scared I might losing everyone in my life. Shane already left me, Cynthia and Ian going back to London in 5 month time. Like seriously, I don't have anyone now. The only place I feel safe is with them. I want to socialize and I want to make friends, but the thing is I'm scared they gonna screw me over AGAIN. The only person I can trust is my own family. There's take a lot to find a true friend. The one who's gonna be there just for you. Well, this is torturing to know that everyone is going to leave me. Tsk.. Tsk..
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